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Filed 6:00 a.m. EDT
10.18.2024

Life Inside, Remixed: The Emotional Toll of Visiting a Son in Jail

Ymilul Bates’ first visit to her son exposed her to cold, distant corrections officers and left her with a question: Did they know her son was loved?
By The Marshall Project

Ymilul Bates’ son went to jail in Richmond, California, at age 19. During her first visit, she wonders if the gruff corrections officers can see him the way she does: as a gentle, well-loved young man who made a mistake.

This essay, animated by Paige Money and voiced by Bates, is part of “Inside Story,” The Marshall Project’s groundbreaking video series distributed online and in correctional facilities across the U.S.

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